A side story

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Story Tellers Continued...

"Ok let's tell stupid stories. Or your most embarassing moments or something." Tim said, now that the sasquach stories were done the conversation was beginning to die down and people were looking bored again.
"I don't know," Andrea giggled, "Mine might not be good for this company." She looked pointedly at the boys in the group. Most of the girls, including me, laughed and agreed.
I laughed looked at Kaylen and asked, "What about that one that happened when we were at the cabin?"
She groaned and said, "Oh, that one. Ok tell it."
"Well," I began, "One summer when we were like 12 Kaylen and I went up to my Aunt's ex-husband's cabin with her and some of her friends for the weekend. Mark, Aunt Rachel's ex, had a passion for energy drinks, sodas, and pretty much anything like that. He used to keep a refridgerator stocked with Thomas Kempers and Jone's Soda there whenever the neices and nefiews came over. So we would go down there all the time to grab some after hikeing or whatever we had done that day. Now you'v got to understand that there had never been anything in that fridge but soda ever before. So we thought nothing of it when we wen't down there one night and found clear bottles full of colorful liquid in them. We thought it was Jone's or something like it. So I picked Watermelon flavor and Kaylen got Green Apple. It was super yummy and we wen't back upstairs without a care in the world. We ploped down at the kitchen counter to say Hi to my Aunt. Her eyes bugged out and she gasped, "You guys know that those are alcoholic right?!" Talk about embarassing us in front of EVERYONE. We slunk away to our rooms for the rest of the night."
"Funny," Austin said,"But it would have been better if you had gotten drunk." Everyone cracked up.
"You're right, Austin," I agreed, "that would have made a better story."

Story Tellers

Youth Group last night was amasing. Nothing was planned, we were just hanging out around the campfire out back of Tim's house. Jason and Sharadon had come. And Jen and Jacob. Kaylen, Andrea, Kaylee, and I were there too. Josh (as usual) was the first to arive. And Conrad and Austin were doing their best to cause trouble. After most of us had arived Tim, our youth minister but mostly our friend, asked us what we wanted to do.
"Let's play hide-and-go-seek in the dark!" Jason sugested eagerly, "We haven't done that in forever."
"That would be great, Jason," Josh answered, "but it isn't dark out."
"It will be in a while."
"Great what are we gonna do until then?"
"I don't know." Sinse no one had any ground-shaking ideas we just milled around for a while, talking and laughing
"Finally Tim asked again, "Do you guys want to play wink'um or something? We could put up the volly-ball net and get a game going." There were agreeing murmurs, but nothing concrete. After a while Tim had a new idea.
"Let's tell stories. Anyone got a good story?"
Kaylee spoke up, "We could tell Sasquach stories!"
"You want me to tell Sasquach stories, Kaylee? Well ok I'v got a good one." Tim began,"I read this once on a website. There were these two hunters who were out in the Olympics over night. That night they hung their backpacks in a tree to keep the animals away and bunked down on the ground in their mummy bags for the night. It was about midnight when one of the hunters woke up because he smelled something really bad. When he looked out he saw three or four huge figures in the campsite. They picked him up like a sack of potatoes and carried him three or four miles. Then they dropped him and left."
"Couldn't he have been making it up?" I asked.
"No way," Tim said, "I know people who have had experiences with this thing!" The group proceded to tell a whole batch of various Sasquach stories some convincing, some not so convincing.
When they were all done I said, "I still don't know. It's so unbelivable, like the Lock Ness Monster or something."
"Hey the Loch Ness Monster is more possible than Sasquach." Conrad sarcastically reminded me.
"Whatever."



TO BE CONTINUED

My Sunshine

This sunshine is AMAZING!! Nothing to lift the spirits more than a little dose of vitamin D.
I once wrote a poem about sunshine. I remember that when I looked out my window and saw all the trees lit up with gold it seemed like the best part of a wonderful world. Now when I see sunlight I feel more like it is a brief breather in an uphill climb. That's kind of sad isn't it? I can't figure out which one is right either. True now the world seems like a much less hospitibal place but is it maybe just me? As I have gotten older have I just kept telling myself that my troubles come from the world just being a sad hard place. Am I the reason I'm not so happy anymore? I'm inclined to think that I am. If that is so, could I change that? Am I capable of making the world a better place? If throught just a different mindset I could make myself a happier person could others do that. I'm sure that if I were to put my troubles behind me I would be much more capable of bringing happyness to others. So maybe that's the answer. So today I will do my best to appriciate the sunshine for what it could be, the best part of a wonderful world.

The Idea of "Average"

What is "average?" What's it like to be "average?" Am I "average?" Is it bad to be "average?"

The word "average" has many different meanings, some of which are more flattering than others. Dictionary.com's definition is: typical, common, ordinary: His grades were nothing special, only average. The definition from Webster's Intermediate dictionary is: something typical of a group, class, or series. The Synonym Finder offers these synonyms for "average": norm, normal, normal state, mediocrity. So being average is a bad thing. This bothers me a lot. And confuses me. Obviously no one wants to be "average" but many people, I think, feel that a life of "averageness" is inevitable. After all the probability of becoming extraordinary is not very high. In my life I am very afraid of ending up average. "Average" I think takes on many forms. As a teenager "average" is often thought of as a good thing. After all if you are "average" then you aren't failing classes (you aren't acing them either but at least you're surviving right?) If you're "average" then you have reasonably cool friends and probably follow most of the latest trends and fads (after all individuality is really overrated right?). But what if you want to be different???? That's not cool. And even if you break away from the crowd what if you aren't good at being extraordinary? What if you're still just "average" but now you're just an average dork? Are you doomed to a life of mediocrity? I don't think so. I think that these definitions leave something to be desired. The specification. You are only average if you are judging by someone else's standard and only if you think that there are only certain things that you can be extraordinary in.

Red Shoes! No way!

When I was in seventh grade flared jeans were going out of style. Now, seventh grade is an awful time for the world to go through a fashion flying change. All you want is to blend in to the wall, not stick out like a sore thumb. And at the time I thought that flared jeans made me automatically a leper. So I begged and begged until Mom took me to Goodwill and (being the stupid sevy I was) I bought the first pair of straight-leg jeans that my hands touched. For a little bit I was elated. Finally! I looked like everyone else! It was the best thing ever. At least for about a month. Then the newness wore off and I started to take issue with shoes. What were these magical automatic-acceptance things that everyone else had? Converse? I had to have some, normal sneakers just didn't cut it anymore. But alas! "Converse" were not to be had at the local thrift store, or my favorite consignment shop, or Walmart! In fact "Converse" were way expensive. 40, 50 dollars?! I didn't have that kind of money lying around! So the magical "converse" were out the window. I went through thirteen year old withdrawals.
Now my Aunt Rachel heard of my predicament and decided to do something about it. One day she showed up at our house with a small paper starbucks bag. Inside the bag was a pair of red shoes. They were slip-ons, made of leather, with non-obtrusive black rubber soles. They were very adult-looking, not trendy or fashionable at all. Aunt Rachel smiled and handed them to me. "Heard that you needed some shoes. These are a little too small for me. You're a seven right?" Not wanting to appear rude or ungrateful I half smiled and took them. As soon as she was gone I took the offending footwear and tossed them in my closet. But she was right, I did need shoes, however unattainable the ones I wanted may have been. So next Monday as I got ready for school I unwillingly put them on with my over-worn straight-leg jeans. I remember being mortified as I got out of the car in front of the building. I was sure that everyone must me staring at my uncool shoes and snickering behind my back. I suffered through my first three classes of the day before lunch, all the while dying from embarrassment.
As I went to go get my lunch I accidentally ran into my first-period English teacher, Mrs. Moore. "Sorry Mrs. Moore." I mumbled. She intimidated me a lot. She was witty, tough, and always well dressed.
"It's quite alright Lydia, don't worry about it." She smiled as she spoke. I began to leave but she stopped me and said, "By the way Lydia, I just wanted to tell you how much I love your shoes. They are so cute." I was shocked.
"These? Really? I don't like them at all." I very unwisely blurted out. "I mean," I hastily recovered, "Bright red isn't very fashionable."
"Oh I disagree." said Mrs. Moore; and then she said something that changed my life, "Lydia, I think that every girl in the world should have at least one pair of red shoes."

After that I wore those shoes almost every day. That one little phrase became my calling card. Whenever someone commented on my shoes I would tell them that I was once told that every girl in the world should have at least one pair of red shoes. I was heartbroken when those shoes wore out. But since then I have never been without a pair of red shoes. These days I'm sixteen and skinny jeans are in, but I'm back in flairs. I own three pairs of beat up converse (one pair bought at Goodwill, one at my favorite consignment shop, and one given to me) and I own three pairs of red shoes (two pairs of heels and one pair of converse).

Wow it's been a looooooooong time since I wrote anything on here. No pictures this time, too much of a hassle. Well what can I tell you? Currently a silly Sophmore living in the greater seattle area. Tenth grade is a killer compared to last year. I'm sitting here hunched up in front of my computer when I should be doing homework, listening to U2 Achtung Baby, if any of you know the album.
First a picture. A blue room. Binders and loose paper, spread with an artful unkept apearance, apon the worn, off-white carpet. Misoulanious dressers and bookcases crowded along the sky colored walls, which are adorned with the products of an amature artist. A double bed in the corner by the window covered with a dark orange comforter. The blinds of the two east-facing windows are shut, only a portion of the gray rainy light shines through. A few empty mugs join the multitude of books still waiting to be reshelved after reading. And a desk. Large, flimsy, cluttered with more paper and pens. A bottle of clear nail polish hides forgotten behind the laptop, which looks forlorn in the alcove originoly intended for a much more space-consuming apliance. In front of the desk a small, mousy girl perches on a hard chair writing a long wordy description of her room to no one in particular.